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Rain Bath

One of the things he loved most as a child,  was bathing in rain. I loved getting all soaked, I enjoyed myself and with the water. If I had someone along, great. If not, fine too. My company was even the drops of water, when larger, the better! Shower of rain in the street, in the garden in the backyard, the pool … took advantage of the water that flowed down the chute, got soap and shampoo and did what my shower.. How many times I’ve cried in the rain, in the style “I’ll do my crying in the rain” and also danced singing “Singin’ in the Rain”.

And today I took a shower of rain, like those summer afternoon, where joy was taking care of my girl’s body, my being was taken by the satisfaction and magic of childhood.

Over time, we grow and therefore having less time to spend taking a shower in the few rain, although not a child anymore, I still love doing it!

Today, I was at home alone, reading, when I begin to hear the thunder. I had no doubt … I dropped the book and went running to the garden. Ah, what a delight it was! You know, at that stage that I have lived with so many new things, strange, good, bad and different happening, as I needed this rain and this bath. Bath in the body. Rain in the soul. Alma washed!! It was therapeutic. Invigorating.

 ”And the rain

With his dream of water is lit

To wash the now “

Today I am no longer a child but my body woman asks a shower of rain as in the days of girl, maybe my subconscious to pour small flashes of moments that I experienced, the moments that I felt free as only a child can feel.

I want to clean my soul, I strip the old stuff, let new flowers occupy my garden, feel new things, do things that I want.

The rain when it falls, is so clean and serene, is to flood my body, my soul, my feelings, come to take away everything that I need, all that is dirty, has to become something better.

I know she will leave many brands, the freshness of a clean soul, the beauty of an indoor bathroom, the smiling girl in a woman’s face, my path will be different, my eyes will say yes! He will know how to say it, because he is the mirror of the soul, my actions will witness what actually will be, my talk will be sweeter, will be more positive, my heart will seek what makes me happy …

I think we all once in a lifetime should do so, feeling only child again, how good, wonderful, and transforms us. I still have memories of that time and miss, but it does not hurt.

 Moments that were well lived and did not leave marks disastrous, always bring us miss calm of a past that was and that while we paid off, this is the best miss, bath shower is the best I have missed.

 You can even relive the moment today, do it, I did and always do better or is a gift from a crystal rain washing the soul!

 I felt nature. I took a shower of rain.

After the rain washed everything

The backyard with leaves,

The cut grass,

The clouds,

The soul healed,

A past life

Come to feel again.

Ground wet

Burned skin,

Leaving soon,

From struggles,

Wars won,

Soul washed …..

After the rain has left a beautiful rainbow. Will have a pot of gold at the end of it???

PS: Now I’ll have to take Vitamin C tablets tomorrow, because I no longer have the strong antibodies childhood / preteen / teen. But this is beside the point,.

 

SPEECHLESS

TODAY REALLY DON`T KNOW WHAT TO TALK. ONLY ONE LISTENING MUSIC, EXPECTING THE PROCEEDINGS OF EVENTS.

Your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I’m with you I am lost for words, I don’t know what to say
My head’s spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray

Helpless and hopeless, that’s how I feel inside
Nothing’s real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I’m with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It’s as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I’ll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There’s no mountain high I cannot climb
I’m humbled in your grace

Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away, and nothing is for real
Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless

Your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like,

“I love you.”

HERO

I hope one day become real. The whole world recognizes that we are right.

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I LOVE YOU

My world is not like the others, I too, I want too much. There is in me a thirst for infinity, a constant anxiety that I myself did not understand, and looks that I am not a pessimist.

But I’m starting to get ….

Tired of occupying places that maybe I did not want.

Tired of sometimes give more than I get.

Tired of being a fortress without troops to respond to attacks.

Tired of not knowing the times show what I feel.

Tired of avoiding much of fear.

Tired of giving the lap that I deserve.

Tired of giving protection I need.

I want to cry and I can not, I want to be strong, believe in tomorrow, dream, smile, be the one who once looked forward to life when he lived its worst phase ever ….. but this difficult start.

I do not know the way, which way ….

If I start from scratch I have to leave everything behind ….. are eight years …

If I continue where I left off, I have to get up …. do not know how, is there a formula??

I feel completely lost …. failed ….

My armor is still with me, not I show my weakness ….. There are few people who know what I’m feeling.

Today I wanted to be in a place where nobody knew me, nobody to meet me, away from everything and everyone, but …

I confess! I’m scared because I just … I do not know where to start.

Sorry for my outburst and please do not judge me for being so tired.

It is finished for another year. This is a time of order and a new beginning. Time of death and birth. Time to leave the road all the broken dreams and create new expectations.
This year that is now emerging, so full of promise and hope: That will be full with joy and accomplishments. What does the future open the doors of all hearts. To become strong hearts, large and full of optimism and understanding.
This is the exact time schedule be noble. Is the time to exercise love, brotherhood and unity. Gender inequalities, peace in the midst of war.
Today, I propose you a covenant of hope and optimism. A covenant of life that draw noble attitudes, that will enrich our hearts and make us happier people.
I hope you have a new year full of genuine achievement, what do you, a complete human being and happy. I wish all the happiness in this new time approaching us …
All hope, emotions, victories and joys, fall like a huge universal rain, making the world a better place to live … I wish with all my heart that the promise of the new year is full of splendor and magic.
I wish all your dreams come true. I hope to have narrowed our ties so that together we enjoy the moments of joy and satisfaction. The best gift of life is to know that we are not alone and that we can count on who we like and trust.
May your path be always guided by the light of love. Guided by infinite wisdom and blessed by the vibrations of peace. This is my sincere desire. Happy New Year.
I thank all my friends who accompanied me this past year. It was in a very difficult, where I spent some moments, sad, cry, maybe even hurt someone, but forgive me, it was very difficult to face it, some things are still painful, unhealed, perhaps could be delayed or may never be able to heal.
Thank you very much for the patience, understanding, support and especially for their friendship which is the most important.
I L.O.V.E.  you all!

2010

 

 

My desires are so many I could list them would take hours and hours, but I’m sure that deep down they all sum up to one thing: THE LOVE ! This love is the foundation and end of all things.

Of course I wish all my projects to break out of a computer screen, or a sketch done on a blank paper.

I want to become a better person, keeping my ideals and convictions.

I think  find the way …. who thought I found a few years, but ….

I need strength to move forward on a new path full of challenges. Because I know that there is no lack of people say that my way is another.

I wish to keep the serenity and clarity of thought at the time it takes to reach out to ask that … and also so that I can discern the right time for everything.

I want a better world, but I see the world out of balance that men have no more peace itself. They accumulate over time the resentment in the drawers of the soul and then not know how to get rid of them.

It’s strange to think that people deliberately keep things that bother you, as if it’s important to let them.

They speak of love, hope, happiness and peace, but do not wanting to be the source of where all this can flow. They want, if possible, enjoy. They want to be better people, but without renouncing the forgiveness that have been requested.

Only nobody may want to change and stay the same. The light that is in us must shine, must stand. I’m sure if Jesus could choose a gift for Christmas. He would choose to drop the barriers that separate people. He is LOVE and where there are barriers, LOVE can’t cross.

Life is too precious to let that pass without telling the people that we love, or at least how we would love to try.

Heal The World – Michael Jackson

TO MY FRIENDS

 Let me share with you from the bottom of my heart

 

Lord
I like everyone else.
I also have my special requests.
But do not worry!
I have little new to ask.
I have, indeed, much more to thank.
But Christmas is not Christmas if we do not kneel before thy Wisdom
 
 to redo all those applications that thy goodness know what we need.

Look, gets around to end all wars.
These people have fought through so much!
It makes them see the futility of much dispute.
And there are those who know only love and hate.
It makes them understand that our time is so short for
to miss feelings with children.
Oh … also those who have hurt me.
Makes me want to forget what happened
and gives me light and greatness for me to learn to forgive.
Still have those who are desperate.
It gives them comfort, a matter of life and shows them wonder
operated by the word Hope.
Children are always very close to them,
I ask that everyone realizes that they are the future,

 and to enlighten the hearts of all about them, it has much to teach us.
There are those who are already old friends.
To these I ask what I always asked:
May I always be what is expected of me
and if it is not, they can understand my limits.
Now you have my new friends.
To them I ask is beautiful and great.
The miracle that we did find
continue operating only beauty in our lives.
I can forget the sadness of the year
and in this prayer, just ask you joy and thank.
It causes people to believe that the world
can still be better,
Just believe and each do their part.
And for that I ask … Faith
Thank you!
Amen

What this home every human search donate a little about yourself. Not only in material things, but mainly in small gestures toward the next.
My friends, I wish the bottom of my heart that wishes for a Merry Christmas and New Year even better become a reality for you and your entire family. Happy Holidays.

Kisses and Hugs,

Paula

Is hope in tomorrow.

Knowing that after night comes on.

Live intensely the emotions!

Jump for joy.

Not invade the space of others.

Be spontaneous.

Enjoy the sunrise and the setting sun.

Loving people unconditionally.

Enjoy every moment …

Volunteering.

Overcoming depression!

Trust the voice of intuition.

Forgive people.

Encourage creativity.

Not bogged down in details.

Playing as a child.

Cry of happiness …

Let it go.

Have positive thinking.

Respect the feelings of others.

Laugh alone.

Learn teamwork.

Be sincere.

Find happiness in small things.

Understand that we are unique individuals.

The dance without fear.

Do not cling to material goods.

Breathing the sea breeze.

Listen to the melody of a gentle fountain.

Observe nature.

Love a rainy day.

Have motivation!

Look beyond appearances.

Discovering that we need others.

Forget what has passed.

Seeking new horizons.

Realize that we are human.

Beating ourselves.

See the beauty of the soul.

Out of passivity.

Knowing that life is a result of our attitudes …

Indulge your inner child.

Letting go …

Practice humility.

Worship warmth.

Enjoy the small victories.

Living in love with life!

Show only good things.

Understand that there are limits.

Positive psych.

Have self-esteem.

Put your positive energy in everything we make!

See life with other eyes …

Only regret that it did not.

Partner with your friends.

Growing together.

Sleep happy.

Promulgate vibration of love …

Know that we are just passing through.

Improve relationships.

Seizing the opportunities.

Listening to the heart …

Believe in life!

Children

 

 

Gift the Mariana left for me.

Working with children since the early college. A few months I have been doing volunteer work in an orphanage. Many things happened in my life this year and made me see that I needed to do something, I needed to start acting after so much talk. I have the privilege of working with children, I also have the privilege of being a kid again and join in one situation: pleasure, satisfaction, professionalism, work, love and purity. Cause I think there is anything more beautiful to live, teach and see a child or teen doing and learning something good. Basically, who learns and profits are coming in who is teaching. It’s a free way and we are paid to living and practicing the gospel of Jesus Christ.

“Let me see the little children and forbid them not, because the kingdom of God are those who look like them. Luke – 18, 16b.

Yesterday when I was there to do my volunteer work for them took a picture to paint, was a pirate when I was a kid I loved watching movies, cartoons, painting on Peter Pan to my surprise they did not know the story of Peter Pan, told no time because I had enough time to tell the full story, but I promised that from going to read the full story (even bought a book). See those eyes shining with expectation to see Peter Pan has been elusive.

Today when I got there to my great task, I had a big surprise. The director of the orphanage called me and asked me to show the first book to Pedagogical Coordinator of the orphanage, it was a book by a foreign author, among other things. This made me very sad because I had promised them that I would tell the story.

When they find the children missed a girl, Mariana, a princess. Whenever he saw me come running hugged me, sometimes stood on my lap while I explain something in relation to sports or dance. Soon the children told me that she had left very early, had father and mother now, was well as they told me. I realized that she had been adopted, at first I was a little sad, because even if not yet the mother (one day want to be) I feel that they are all my children, I love them. And I felt a lot because I do not dismiss it, but to my surprise she left a gift for me. She had a teddy bear, left it to me along with the design of Tinker Bell, could not bear cried a lot, I was touched by her tenderness. The love of a child is true, pure, she does not mind, can believe what she says.

Now I am happy because she deserves a father and a mother who love the truth, but sad because I can not be close to it. May God enlighten the path and it is always at his side.

I, Mariana and Luiza pajamas at night. It was fun.

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